I'm a war of head versus heart

I feel like I’ve been victimizing myself… just not moving forward and instead defining everything in my life by my disadvantages. WHY?! I always thought I was a positive person but it’s been difficult lately. I definitely don’t want to mope around and feel sorry for myself. But I feel like I just need to be overly cautious right now. Just for now. I’ll try to freshen up my attitude while things progress.

Please don’t let this break you. And please don’t push us away. We’re here for you… you just have to make the right decision.

Just ran my first 5K this morning in honor of my Dad =) Time was 35:58/59 which probably isn’t impressive at all hah, but I was SO relieved it was under 40 minutes. I feel so blessed and incredibly grateful for everyone who was a part of my Dad’s life - there is absolutely no better feeling I’ve experienced before than everyone’s love and support for him even to this day. I hope you’re looking down and are proud of all that you’ve accomplished. Cause we are so damn proud of you, Dad <3

“For the waywardness of the simple will kill them, and the complacency of fools will destroy them.” Proverbs 1:32

Complacency kills… I wish I could just step out of my comfort zone and take risks and go after things I know will be good for me. Help.

Never pretend that the things you haven’t got are not worth having.

—Virginia Woolf (via kari-shma)

There are no coincidences or lucky breaks - it’s all the goodness of God. Thank you, God, for my health, my family, my friends, for allowing me to live with ease, for my job… for every opportunity and every person you’ve brought into my life.

I hope you know how amazing you are.

I’m almost never serious, and I’m always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I’m like a collection of paradoxes.

—Ferdinand von Schrubentaufft (via quote-book)

(Source: salveo, via quote-book)